I'm making it a point to paint every day, no matter how busy or shitty the day is. It's helping un-mire me from the bullshit mundane productivity. Like, every day, I have time set aside to create something totally frivolous, whose only job is to be cool, and or interesting to look at. It's a few hours of calm quiet time every day.
There's something distinctly satisfying about laying down strokes of color, and watching some meaningless little metal or resin chunk take form into a tiny little character with a story and a sort of life in my imagination.
I'm deeply satisfied seeing my skill develop and my techniques refine with each miniature. I practice grounding and centering to become ultra calm and steady, every time I pick up a brush. It's both fast and slow. Painting something the size of a quarter requires an absolute stillness of self. It's fast in a way, too. I can cover a lot of space in a small amount of time. I can see improvements from one miniature to the next. Things slow down in details. I feel like this really helps hone my focus. Painting requires razor focus. Only in this hobby will I spend an hour perfecting inside the mouth of a creature whose head isn't even as big as my thumbnail. When people are talking to me, I fuck up. When there's loud noises, I fuck up. Hopefully, one day I can even focus through big distractions.
I started doing this on a whim a few years ago. It's turned into a necessary thing, and I feel like the positive benefits of dedicating myself to painting every day, spilling over into the rest of my life.
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